well, my heart has officially broke! my baby, tyler, has gone to kindergarten, and i am a weeping mess. i have been crying since i dropped him off. he only goes for three hours, but it's the milestone that makes me sad. we will never have our lazy days again! he is gone from me forever! letting go and helping my kids become more independent is one of the hardest things for me as a mother. i want my kids to stay little forever! we have so much fun with them and love to hang out with them. the hardest thing for me was when i tried to kiss him goodbye, he acted embarrassed...isn't that a little early? if only he knew he was breaking my heart.
my house is so quiet. it's just me and the dog. i never thought this day would come, and now i don;t feel i'm ready for it. lord give me the strength.
i need to go have a good quiet time and lift his and chloe's little lives up to the lord. thank you lord for giving me the opportunity to mold these two little lives! help me to be the best mom and godly example i can be.
sorry for the sappiness. just being very "real"! :)
